{"id":970,"date":"2026-01-08T09:01:24","date_gmt":"2026-01-08T09:01:24","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/pinkjournal.se\/?p=970"},"modified":"2026-01-08T09:01:24","modified_gmt":"2026-01-08T09:01:24","slug":"ovanor-och-vanor","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ewelyn.se\/?p=970","title":{"rendered":"Ovanor och vanor"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Hej! Jag k\u00e4nner \u00e5ngesten krypa fram. K\u00e4nns j\u00e4ttejobbigt, jag funderar p\u00e5 att ta lite \u00e5ngestd\u00e4mpande, men jag blir s\u00e5 tr\u00f6tt av dom, men om jag tar ytterst lite som f\u00f6rhoppningsvis hj\u00e4lper s\u00e5 kanske jag inte blir s\u00e5 tr\u00f6tt. Hinkar i mig kaffe nu med, f\u00f6r att piggna till. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Det \u00e4r svinkallt och snorhalt ute s\u00e5 man m\u00e5ste vara f\u00f6rsiktig. Och jag som \u00e4r r\u00f6kare g\u00e5r ju ut mellan varven. D\u00e5lig habit men jag beh\u00f6ver det just nu. Jag kan inte fatta att jag var r\u00f6kfri i 11 m\u00e5nader sen b\u00f6rjade jag igen i juli i \u00e5r. Det kan bli s\u00e5 n\u00e4r man b\u00f6rjar umg\u00e5s med r\u00f6kare tyv\u00e4rr. \u00d6nskar jag var starkare i psyket men sen k\u00e4nde jag vad fan, det \u00e4r mitt liv, det \u00e4r gott, det \u00e4r en njutning, det \u00e4r \u00e5ngestd\u00e4mpande, varf\u00f6r inte? S\u00e5 g\u00e5r mina tankar och det st\u00e5r jag fast vid. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Hej! Jag k\u00e4nner \u00e5ngesten krypa fram. K\u00e4nns j\u00e4ttejobbigt, jag funderar p\u00e5 att ta lite \u00e5ngestd\u00e4mpande, men jag blir s\u00e5 tr\u00f6tt av dom, men om jag &hellip; <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":959,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3,4,12,37,25,34],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-970","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-01-personligt","category-02-fotografier","category-ego","category-iphone-16-plus","category-portratt","category-utrustning"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ewelyn.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/970","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ewelyn.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ewelyn.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ewelyn.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ewelyn.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=970"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ewelyn.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/970\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ewelyn.se\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/959"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ewelyn.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=970"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ewelyn.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=970"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ewelyn.se\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=970"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}